вторник, 12 мая 2009 г.

The masks we wear in our lives
Everyday, every waking moment, no matter we do want it or nor, we play different social roles, we wear masks. We may be mothers, fathers, sisters, sons, friends, bosses, employees, teachers, engineers and so on. Our behavior, everyday different is especially that mask which we wear every day. This mask choreographs our lifestyle, our relationships. And what it very important we change more than one mask a day. For example, a woman, of about 35 should generally be at first a woman in a wide sense of this word; then- a wife; a mother, of course; an employee, which is very important for a woman today and she should be a friend as well. For each role she should choose specific behavior patterns: feminine as a woman; tender and loving as a wife and as a mother; a skillful professional in her working field; loyal and trustworthy as a friend. And all these for one day to do. Of course she can shift one of them as well, but then it would be a gap in her performance. I call this everyday routine “a performance”, because every time changing her masks, the woman plays a new role. She is an actress and she can easily manage her performance. But the most important thing about this play is to make it invisible for others, in a word the woman should act very naturally. Otherwise it would be a soup opera and a play of a single actor.

среда, 6 мая 2009 г.

Sacred Writing
There are so many thoughts and associations in my head, that I can't choose any...
I have noticed that I am constantly thinking about something. And when I try to get to grips with it I miss my train of thought. I think it is a great thing when you are thinking about something you don't know. It means that the one thing- a huge thinking process takes place somewhere in the back of my mind.
Sometimes it is very hard for me to concentrate, because my brains are busy with the haunting idea. But such thinking operations give birth to further more serious decisions and even make my thoughts material. I think that I am thinking all the time. For example now, while I am writing. I am thinking carefully about every word I put here.
I think this brain process goes on even when I sleep. I clearly know that I think about something pleasant before falling asleep. There are different types of things I think about: before fall asleep I think about something nice, for instance my future shopping or what clothes I will put on tomorrow. When I wake up I think about my day, whether it will be good or not.And owing to the fact that I am an optimist I believe it will be good, as every cloud has a silver lining. And now, at this particular moment I am thinking, I am thinking that in a minute I have to rap up and then my classmates will hear to what I have written. I hope You'll like it!;)