Sacred Writing
The first money I’ve earned in my life
The first money I’d earned in my life was that from my first private lesson. Before that time like many other children I used to get money from my parents for doing something or just for granted. I remember the sum it was 100 rubles. I was so excited, so contented that the world seemed to stand still, it was a bliss. But then this feeling disappeared after another and another lesson. It became a part of my life, a routine if it could be called so. Of course I get pleasure from my private classes, but I’d like to return that feeling which I once had. I should also say that I’m lucky in finding money and jewelry in the streets. Once I found 50 dollars in the supermarket and a year later a gold ring in the puddle.

Afternoon Pages
What does the word fame mean for you? Is it a way of sacrificing yourself for the sake of the public or an easy way of making money?
I’m absolutely against of sacrificing myself for the sake of the public, or of others, except of course my closest people. But these are sacrifices which have nothing to do with fame. For me “fame” is popularity first of all, public recognition and of course an easy way of making money. When you are famous you have an easy access to everything. The doors are open for you. But fame is a very temporary state, sometimes you can become famous over the night, but the hardest thing is to stay firmly at the zenith of your fame. It is extremely difficult not to fall from such a “high mountain”, not to crash. Otherwise you would be a poor victim of your own success.

Sacred Writing
If you could invent something in our today’s world, what would you invent and why?
If I had such a chance I would invent the newest technology against cancer. My choice is for this innovation because our modern world is overwhelmed with different gadgets and many other appliances. All of them are maid to make our lives easier. And the cancer treatment is investigated least of all. Every day thousands of people die from cancer. That’s why I’m so eager to find a solution of this disaster. Just imagine how many children would stop suffering from enormous pain. I know that scientists have been working hard on this issue, but still the cure hasn’t been discovered, the process goes slow but sure. How perfect it would be if my wish worked like magic.

Afternoon Pages
What is attractiveness for you? Have you ever been applied by someone to such an extent that you couldn’t imagine your life without this person?
I have never been appealed by someone so much that I couldn’t imagine my life without him. I’m a very reasonable person. I never assess people only by their appearance or attractiveness. And I’m to skeptical to the notion of beauty and every time I’m trying to find a tiny drawback even in Miss Universe. I’m sure that attractiveness is the combination of external and internal beauty. Anton Chekhov once said that a really beautiful person is beautiful if everything in him is beautiful, either his soul or his thoughts. Only this double combination in addition to appearance makes the person attractive. I have never admired anyone in this world, but may be yet, I don’t know. I have no any beauty idols. Moreover having admired the person ones makes him or her proud of him or herself. The only human beings I can be appealed by are children. They have such an innocent, mild beauty that draws all your attention from the very first sight. And the loveliest thing is that they don’t understand that they are beautiful.

Sacred Writing
CHANGE…
The first association which comes to my mind is something very pleasant and delicious. I mean something that you are waiting for so long and finally it happens to you. For some reasons I imagine something unknown, which I haven’t tried yet. To be more precise I’d like to try a very fast, expensive car like Maseratti on a very high speed, then to come to my penthouse apartment and see a bunch of roses and daisies on my door step. This is a change for me, the change in my life style. But not in my love preferences, the boyfriend should be the same.

Afternoon Pages
What does the word “plastic surgery” mean for you? Is it an inevitable part of our glamorized life or a resolute way to prolong beauty and enjoy yourself?
For me there is nothing forbidden or ashamed in this word. This isn’t a ritual inspired by fashion magazines and plastic surgeons. This is a resolute change in our female life. We can enjoy ourselves staying at the favourite life stage glorious and beautiful having been “cut off ten years”. But everything should be restricted to particular mere. It doesn’t mean that you have to rebuild all your face and body in order to look younger. It is a tiny women’s trick. It’s not for everyone, it’s just for you. For example several years ago it was ridiculous “to have your eyes done” and now we see beautiful young women transforming their faces. I think this is misunderstanding of this term. Of course in many cases “a minor face lift” doesn’t make your family healthier or saves your marriage. But still I think if the woman needs it, than she should do it, if her inner state and appearance demand such changes. I think I would do face lifts, but not for the man, for me.

Sacred Writing
If you were to stay at a certain age for the rest of your life it would be… What age it would be and why?
To tell the truth I have a very little life experience at the moment. And it is very difficult for me to say what age I would like to stay in for the rest of my life. Probably I would choice my late teenage years, to be certain it would be the period from 16 up to 20. I don’t know exactly why I’ve chosen this life stage, may be for its light-heartedness, curiosity and bully spirit. No responsibility, no musts, no exams, just freedom and school or university for entertaining. But still it’s a dream. And from my own experience I know that soon I would be bored with all this mess, I need to develop myself, I want to pass through all the life stages, which one another would be more exciting and interesting than the previous one.


Afternoon Pages
What is luck in your opinion a pure accident or it depends only on you?
What is luck? First of all for me it is one’s state. You can be lucky for all your life and live in the lap of luxury and be a looser earning beer money. There is no any tactics for being lucky, it is an invisible, impenetrable feeling like an angel on your right shoulder. It, angel leads you through your life or may be it waits for the moment to settle in your shoulder. Being lucky is a pure accident; we can’t predict when our life turning point comes. Hard work and wellness is not luck, it is your own goal you’ve achieved. But I know luck comes to every person, but once or twice or infinitely, this is a question. But if you consider yourself to be a looser, then you must work hard and not rely on good luck and remember that life is not a game of chance. Man can make his own fate.